Still no sex

So it is the last day of June and we still haven't made love. I can't even remember the last time we had sex. Less than a month to go until our anniversary.  I can't even get excited about celebrating our relationship anymore. I feel like I should withhold sex from her once she actually wants it, just because I am so upset and hurt over it. Hopefully, I can muster up enough resolve to follow through with that if she decides to get some.

Wife working late today.

My wife has to work late today. From 5pm to 10pm taking photographs of a high school graduation. At around 10:30pm I messaged her asking where the duct tape was because I was cleaning out a refrigerator we got a couple days before and it needed a temporary repair. She told me where it was and said that she was getting a drink and a salad with her friends. I know that she has work at 5am in the morning tomorrow and it concerns me that she is going to be super tired.

Earlier in this week I was hoping we could have some intimate time since we don't have work during the day and it is the last week the kids are in school. She showed no interest in having any sort of romantic or intimate time with me. More on that to follow. It has been a re-occurring issue for most of our marriage and I don't expect it to change. I am going to try and keep track of it on this blog for future reference.

I have expressed my desire to have more intamacy and sex in our relationship. She acknowleges by saying she already knows.